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It's been a while~

Sat Feb 23, 2008, 9:08 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: SSBB OST
  • Reading: comic magazines
  • Watching: TV >_>
  • Playing: Pokémon Pearl, Tales of the Abyss
  • Eating: Pocky <3
  • Drinking: Tea
Guess I should update this ._. It's been a while XD

Alot of things has happened since last time. Two of my sisters are getting new families since mom and dad apparently aren't taking care of them good enough. Those ungrateful kids =__= Mom tried to kill herself with an OD last monday. Probably because of the thing with the girls. She's fine now, but I'm still worried. It's not the first time she's trying something like that >_> I can't do anything from here, and that's very frustrating *sigh*

Anyways.....

I've been working in a supermarket lately. Kinda fun, I guess. Except they're treating me like some kind of slave o.o And I'm not getting paid for this first trial period X( It's only for 2 more weeks though. Not sure what to do after that if they won't hire me. Maybe study ._.

A friend of mine told me a good thing to do if you have bad self confidence is to list what you like and what you don't like about yourself. So here I go, I guess XD

What I like about myself:

I'm easily amused
I'm very forgiving
I have this great ability to find great friends <3
I'm an optimist
I'm not very picky (only when it comes to a few things)

That's all I can think of right now ._.

Stuff I don't like about myself:

I'm lazy
I give up too easy
I'm clumsy
I'm not very intelligent *facedesk*
I can be very sensitive

There's more, but I should probably stop here XD

So, apparently the point in listing the things you don't like about yourself is to realize your flaws, so you can either accept them or do something about it. Somehow I'm having a hard time doing either of it, though. So I can't say this helped O.o If anything it made me feel worse since thinking about it made me realize things I normally don't think of. Whatever >_>

Noticed I've got 10,000+ Pageviews here on DA btw. Yay~

That's all for now I guess. Take care now ^__^

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Sorries if I forgot someone ._.
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~Flottersur Feb 23, 2008, 10:33:47 AM
I understand how you feel. I have horrible self-confidence, and tragic self-esteem. I haven't really found a cure for it, I don't think there is one, to be truthful. What I do know, though, is that you ARE a GREAT person! You're kind and have a wonderful sense of humor. You seem to genuinely care about people, too. That's something that is truly special this day and age. So, if you get down on yourself, just think how many people care and love you. ^_^ I wish I could give you a real hug, but, alas, I live quite a ways away...:cries: So...here's an e-hug :hug: and an e-glomp :glomp:, just for you. :heart:

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Nyxx and Eos are one.
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*Moontoon Feb 23, 2008, 10:44:14 AM
Aww thanks :hug: You're so nice~

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Große Wünsche sind Still,
bis sie endlich jemand weckt.
Und der Freund den ich will
hat sich in meinem Wunsch versteckt.
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~Flottersur Feb 23, 2008, 10:52:34 AM
I'm not really all that nice...I'm just truthful, my fwiend. :hug:

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Nyxx and Eos are one.
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*Moontoon Feb 23, 2008, 11:18:05 AM
I still think you're very nice ^-^

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Große Wünsche sind Still,
bis sie endlich jemand weckt.
Und der Freund den ich will
hat sich in meinem Wunsch versteckt.
:iconbelisaria-chan:
Mood: Emotional *Belisaria-chan Feb 23, 2008, 12:22:04 PM
Soka…I’m pathetic….I complain, but I never see other people’s pain. Crap…that’s pretty annoying. I understand your feelings. :glomps:
I have an inferiority complex, amnesia, and everyone is worried for me, but…I will worry for others too. So…
Of the two of us, you are the most awesome, Onee. You’re kind, and everytime I talk with you, I’m feeling better.
I was completely lost before you’ve became my friend. Because of you, I have gain hope.
Do not give up, and think of people who love you. I will be there for you, always !
:hug:

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If I move, if I move, everything will break, everything will break. If I'm sad, if I'm sad, will my heart be able to turn white? I still know nothing about you, about me, about anything. If I can open my heavy eyelids, if I break everything, turn black!!
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*Moontoon Feb 23, 2008, 12:39:07 PM
Thank you, Belisaria. I'm lucky to have such great friends. I'm glad if I can cheer you up. And remember, you're not patetic or stupid :hug:

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Große Wünsche sind Still,
bis sie endlich jemand weckt.
Und der Freund den ich will
hat sich in meinem Wunsch versteckt.
:iconflottersur:
~Flottersur Feb 23, 2008, 1:08:31 PM
Aww...well, thanks. :blush: I do hope that you start cheering up, though. Please do...it made me sad to read your journal. :-( If I have to give you more hugs...I will! Don't think I won't! ^_^ :hug: :glomp: I'll even resort to kisses, if I must! :smooch: :blowkiss: And if you need someone to talk to, you can always count on me to listen, okay? :cling:

I probably just used waaaay too many smilies, but oh well. ^^;

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Nyxx and Eos are one.
:iconmoontoon:
*Moontoon Feb 23, 2008, 2:10:45 PM
Smileys are fine XD Thanks^^

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Große Wünsche sind Still,
bis sie endlich jemand weckt.
Und der Freund den ich will
hat sich in meinem Wunsch versteckt.
:iconmatthiaslawrence:
~MatthiasLawrence Feb 23, 2008, 2:43:14 PM
I know have things been exceedingly hard for you lately, but as I've told you, you've a lot more strength and bravery than you give yourself credit for. The fact that yo keep picking yourself back up and keep going says a lot about you. I admire you deeply, you know. (hugs)

Chin up, sweetie. I definitely see the best qualities you have, and I hope with time, you'll be able to see them too.

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You're gonna melt all the ice in my head...
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